There had been 12, twelve men. Now There were 2 missing. One was dead, suicide, and the other was AWOL.
Where was the second guy? The group had been tight for 3 years now it seemed to be unraveling.
I speculate that the second guy, Thomas, was being proactive. He was moving on to plan B. Plan A had been to follow and work with a miracle working messiah but he was dead. I think Thomas had seen Jesus body some where, either on the cross or on the way to the tomb. He struggled to get past the sight of his messiah, his master, his teacher, his healing life giving friend now lifeless and dead.
“Now Thomas, one of the Twelve, called the Twin,[a] was not with them when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.”
26 Eight days later, his disciples were inside again, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put out your hand, and place it in my side. Do not disbelieve, but believe.” 28 Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” 29 Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
The Purpose of This Book
30 Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; 31 but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.”
I don’t blame Thomas. I have seen dead bodies before. My uncle Charlie and my mom. They don’t look the same. Jesus was dead. But not for long. Thomas said “unless I see, unless I touch”. He got to do that but today we don’t have that option. We do however receive a blessing by believing without seeing.
Jesus suffered and died. He was dead. But he came back to life in a way that a doubter could see and believe.
What do you believe about Jesus?
If you confess with your mouth “Jesus is Lord”, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
There is a lot weighing in the balance of your answer. Believe and come home to our Father.