I had one of those door inside a door inside a door
experiences at church today. During communion worship I had a vision of myself in heaven kneeling before the throne of Jesus worshipping. The song lyric that Mary was playing was about “my lord” and I thought about the words “MY Lord” and I was suddenly aware of all the other people in the room and I felt awkward excluding them. In my vision there was a host of people and we were all praising “OUR Lord” and the doors began to open, Jesus is my Lord but I live in a body of believers, we are a community and Jesus is OUR Lord, then Rory’s saying, ‘no lone ranger christian’ rang in my head and I started feeling very alone and tired and I realized that I have allowed myself to get isolated from the rest of the christians around me and I started feeling very vulnerable and exposed. Not sure how it’ll happen but I am being called back by my shepherd to the safety of the fold.